I'm tired.

& till the last teardrop falls.

It isn't something you say.
It's something you know you left unsaid. ---
♥♥♥

I feel like closing down my blog again.

Basically because it's so dead after the few days rebirth. ):

Probably, yeah this Sunday perhaps. Bye .♥/}

Daydream-ed, kept falling asleep during lessons. &Had made my new stack of fullscap paper superduper ugly. (Will update about it soon.) Other than that, I'm just feeling very very tired, like as if I've suddenly grown so old, with senile dementia doodling all over. :/ Tons of random events are flashing through my mind now, I can't seems to leave the griefs &disappointments aside. I just can't .. Pardon me. ♥

Hmm. I may now announce that I failed my Chinese Oral Examination.` Why? Because I kept saying "Ererer, thenthenthen, no, etc." Ms. Ham told me that my pronounciation's good, just that it's really very obvious that I'm struggling through the whole passage, if not I'd have gotten higher marks. The discussion is well uh, Attitude&Character of a Person. I have to say I have really loads of ideas on this, but too bad it's Chinese; as I don't know how to say "Right mind, own opinion, bad impression, etcetc alot lor D:" in Chi. Nevermind, I'm dumb):

Speech Day, our Squad's like crap lahr. Actually it's not even counted as a Squad okay, less than 10 people -.- Somemore I'm afraid that I marched the wrong steps when I go up the stage for prize/whatever. (Dang!) Somemore my mom says she could come this time round, when I've already handed in the reply slip to Mrs. Koh.

Oh this is getting so troublesome. :/

Leading me through it.

Ohmygod.
Just a week before I left my wallet with my precious Keychain & Ezlink in a Cab.
Guess what now? ...

My memory/carelessness/whatever is getting worse as I eventually left my Pencilcase & Shoebag (With uniform, &textbooks.) in School. D: Seriously uhs, nowadays I'm barely paying much attention in Class, doing all sorts of rubbish that I assume primary school kids are doing, (like, drawing rainbows -.-') Like as if my mind is shrinking back. Wow :/ Okay I know why, influenced from the Sec Ones. (:

Yayness, Alex' said she think Atikah had brought my stuffs back.
Okay fine, she said she think only. Hopefullyyy! ♥

If not, I'd die a horribledeathman.

&&. I NEED A.MATHS TUITION.
I'm just afraid I couldn't cope that well. Maybe? Say-no-to-failure. :D Also because, I don't understand the methods in my Assignment books. Who can introduce me any good tuition centres or teachers? [:

Okay, turns out that Atikah really took my Pencilcase. But she left my shoebag in the St. John's Room. `& Unluckily my Uniform is inside my shoebag, and that my another set of uniform is in the wash. So conclusion's: I've got to find one of the teachers before assembly to give me the key to open the room, &have time to change back to Uniform from my PE. If not .. Omg -.-

It's a bug's life.

Gotten back all my CA1 Grades.`
Loic had beaten me in almost every Subjects.
I'm so-so, not happy):

♥

English Language: 15/25. -60/100
Chinese Language: 41/60 -68/100
Elementary Maths: 22.5/35 -64/100
Additional Maths: 26/35 -74/100

Combined Science: 78/100
Physics: 19/25 -76/100
Chemistry: 20/25 -80/100

Combined Humanities: 70/100
History: 8/12 -66/100
Social Studies: 16/22 -72/100

Five pathetic Bs &only one lucky A1.

It's really disappointing to get such low marks for English ya'know. Highest's 19/25, but without my sleepy-mistakes I would have gotten 17 at least. &I actually cried for it, stupid! However, I can't believe my eyes that I've passed my Chinese lorr, like first time in Centuries. :D

1st Position for Elementary Maths, I actually forgot to do 1Question lahr, if not I'd get 26.5 instead of that lowlow mark please. (I know how to do!) Zhushan got 1st for Additional Maths, while I'm just a step behind her; but I have little confidence that I'd be in the top5 for SA2. Haven't been paying attention in class. :/ As for Combined Science, I studied the wrong thing, fullstop. D: &Others, no comments.

-- Once again, I'm not happy at all.

Nevermind .. relax* -

Rush-ed home straightaway after that Adam Khoo's talk & found out that I'm the early one. Finally watched CJ7, filled with mixed emotions. (: &That ChickenPieee say what feel awkward when he's just being sensitive, blahs leave so early; not fun =x I don'wanna blog already, th'feeling of getting such low grades has deeply affected me alright.):

p/s.}My parent's expectation are much worst.

p/s/s.} Been invited to Speech Day whatever, I-don't-want-to-go! :/
p/s/s/s.} Byebyeeeeeee♥

Watching over the empty spaces.

I didn't know what life could bring, but now I can see. --

They say it takes a minute to find someone special,

An hour to appreciate them, a few days to love them;

But not even an entire life to forget them.♥

If only ...

Had only gotten back Social Studies, A.Maths/E.Maths, History & no more.): It's all superduperrrrr low can, (Okay excluding Math(s) perhaps?) my standard's deproving. Well, shall post my results up as soon as I get back the rest. :D

Man, I don't know what to blog. --

Alright, Cca's fine.` (I honestly prefer this type of training compared to th'usual ones.) Probably because; - This area is left blanked, contents mustn't appear here.- [:Okay I don't want blog already. (Speechless!) Byebye♥

Crushed into bits of confusion.

Supposed to visit the doctor for my rashes today, but it tootishly happened to be a Sunday. Oh my poor leg.- Seriously arhs, I wonder how would a simple mosquitoe bite would lead to such a major problem? ):

I remembered most of my dreams last night.

If I'm not wrong, 8 of them? From childhood memories♥

&This is the first time I could remember all of them. --

Since there's nothing to blog about. I shall start crappin'ya.`

I just don't know why, the image of that particular Hello Kitty Shop kept flashing through my mind nowadays. That was the Pinkiest & most Retro shop I ever seen in my Childhood life, my mom had brought me there to take a look, &there's one small box that had attracted me a lot. Though I was only two year old then, I regonised the word 'Strawberry Flavoured' & I had though it's some marshmallow. So I cried for my mom to buy it, but she pulled me out of the stall & told me it's actually Condoms. (Lmaozxz.)

Next was this Circus event, one of my cousins brought me to some Circus when I was 4year old if I'm not wrong. Halfway through the performance I recalled that I needed the washroom badly & had just ran away without telling her. &I didn't know where my seat was as it's really a very huge place for me. (I forgot where.) &Found my way to the Information Centre where the adults usually reported on Lost Child, but never did I know I reported my Lost Cousin to them -.- (Okay I know that's lame but I didn't know.) &Turns out I had waited for her for 2hours while she was happily watching the entire show herself. :/

Still got loads more, I have totally no idea why I dreamed of all these last night.

I also dreamed that my Keychain's somewhere @a Frog Farm now -.-

Sounds so wrong. ):

Waiting for the door that never opens.

I have the urge to play with codings.
But at the same time, lazy to do so. Boohoos to me Dx
Hehs, by the way` I'm here to declare bankrupt ..

I'm only left with ..

Very very little money in my doggy bank.

So, strictly no spending for these 2weeks. :/

Oh yeah, I nearly clicked 'Published' forgetting to blog about today. :O

I admit I'm a choosy person.

But who would want a Low-paid yet tiring job if there's some rare High-paid yet easy jobs available but requires time & patience to hunt for? Less it's a mental person.'

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Been see-ing many of my Platoonmates around these days.

I don't really like bad reminders.

Met up with that blue girl @Cheers. Bought stuffs for our Cca Notice board, then trained down to Orchard. Saw this damn familiar guy, &in the end realised he's Jeremy Blogger. (: Lunched @Mac and lobbied up to 5th Storey. Intended to study in the Library there, but didn't know it had sadly closed down and will only be reopened in 2010. (Sighs, means I can't have the chance to study in the cooling library till I'm 16years old.):)

So decided to head straight to FarEast Plaza for my accesories first, then back to Angmokio Library. However, on the way there was caught by our dear form teacher Mrs. Koh! To be honest, we both doesn't regonised each other till afterwards. She was one of the teacher-in-charged for the Youth Whatever Programme. So was 'persuaded' by her to be interviewed by the Zhonghua Students & will be shown NationWide. (Omg @that idea please!) So me and Atikah actually was nervous during the whole thing, (or maybe just me.)

- To be shown Nationwide isn't exactly a bad thing, as not many people will regonise me, but if it's shown on Tuesday Assembly Talk, then oh-my-heavenly-god to be .. Dead.dead.dead.dead.dead!

That'll be so embarassing please. D:

Alright, saw Jingwen' Siewvoon & Ivy outside Fareast. Skips to the Library part. I didn't brought my A.Maths textbook, &I've finished my Social Studies homework on the train. So I really have got nothing to study except for .. that Off Centre (Literature Book) Atikah has brought along with her. Thankyou(: Nothing much to elaborate.- This shall end here.`

When the night falls on you.

See, I knew it; nobody's visiting my blog even though I revived it.

Tagboard's dead, &Cpr doesn't helps D:

Well, so much for appreciating. -

I've called the SmartCab Company already.

That operator's not as bad as I've expected! Yayness :D I really don't care about anything else lor, as long as my precious keychain (rare) comes back to me :/ Pleasepleasepleaseplease(!)

I've realised that we aren't learning much during English lesson. We're only dependant on ourselves in borrowing books from Library & blahs whatever. & Due to something wrong with the Usb thingy, Mrs. Thomas wasn't able to let us know our English Result. Sad):
So anyway studied a little in the library, High School Grammar's not-understandable, though it's not really very difficult in the first place; just that the way they phrased the Examples are confusing. (Well at least, to me.)

I don't like this school man;
- $13 for N'lvl Sciences.
- $4 for Individual Photo-taking.
- $1 for Hamper (IPW)
- Future needs -.-
&I want the old Griffin T-Shirt. :/ ..

Bored. I really wanna take up a job in the holidays ..

Is this reality?

HELLO !
I'm back from th' 'long'-term isolation :D

I shouldn't have opened my blog, but I don't care anyway (!) -- But I won't be blogskinning anymore, staying ordinary. (--> Used to be a noob, advanced, then back to noob xD) I think my eye-degree increased, the words I type seems to be smaller): N'mind, shall treat it with something nice later on.` & You know what? Just a moment ago I've thought I've got a lot of things to blog about, but right now I don't even know how to continue. :X

O'kay, got back my E.Mathematics Result (only).
Had never expected myself to got to that level, not too low yet not too high.`
Even though I got the top position, I'm still a little disappointed really.
So I guess I'm filled with mixed emotions .. ? :/

&Just so you know, I scored rather badly for History(.)
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Many things had happened before this; however, good things to me can never be able to cover up the bad things. From little thing like Losing my wallet may even lead to big consequences ..

Bye, (am looking forward to it.)