Friday, May 30, 2008

Goodbyes.

Thanks to those who've asked me to cheerup. [:
I'm feeling much better now; thanks.
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&Hey everyone, I'm leaving for Thailand first thing tomorrow morning, (6am plus? I think :/) Hence this is my last update till I'm back on uhh, somewhere between 7th to 9th June.I'll definitely appreciate if you people will still visit & tag :/ Lol. But it's okay anw xD
p/s} &The toe which got injured yesterday is swelling now -.-
I'll reply all tags by tonight.
♥♥♥

[Edit] Replied all tags & emails. I doubt anyone will bother to visit&tag my blog after I'm gone uh, yeah what's the use lol. N'mind, by the way I'm already having slight fever; suay ehs always go overseas sure will have something go wrong one -.- (Somemore now is can't walk properly+fever, lmao') Ohwell that's all. Fyi, my flight's @6am. Sms me before that? :/ Okays sayonara♥ &I'llmissyou.

I kept having this feeling that I won't return (...)
I'm crying now alright, &I don't know why.[/Editted]

Best wishes to Howard,
thanks for cheering me up. You're like the best mind-reader ever [:

You don't know the story behind.

I shall be cheerful once again :D
Something was seriously wrong with me yesterday/}

Alrights firstly we (Amelia, Jiaming, Xuanyu and me) met up @City Hall, waited for that Darren for a very long time, played catching in the Mrt Station, (p/s} the blogger you know is always like that.) Etc. Then the almighty arrived, train down to Marina Bay but due to the mass constructions we don't know how to go there, then decided to bowl @Marina Square instead.

We had the whole train to ourselves.


Took quite some time to find the place, it was hidden somewhere inside the Mall (&You know, all of us have short term memory, can't be blamed :/)

Pokemon Fair.


&Finally found it, Superbowl :D

@First I didn't dare to bowl, &then that turtle got pissed off by my stubborness. But in the end still exchanged shoe with Xuanyu let him play. Gathered up my courage to play the next round &yeah it wasn't bad, but missed after that :/

Went to fetch Johannes from ActionCity as he also don't know how to come in :/ Uh, then skipskips, they had lunch@ BurgerKing, I only coped the fries from them(: &Then, regretted for running away etcetc, they wasted so much time finding us. D: Sorrysorry! (But I hope you guys could read my previous entry of explaination')
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Hiked from Marina Square to Bugis through Suntec.

Arcaded there, won a few of these. (There's more with the others! :D)

After that, slacked @Mosburger + waited for Johannes to finish his burger. He eat damn fasttt uh ahems!* &Guess what? When we're about to leave, we saw the famous blogger Xiaxue; &she's damn prettyaye okay. Wanted to say hi but then decided not to.`

I finished my lollipop earlier than him. (Won from the Machine also')


Oh, after that spent like half an hour pondering about where to go, gah :/ Then I suggested Vivo. &There we go, (but Xuan yu left early.)

This looks damn weird, &we both agreed to wear the same style.


Slacked around while waiting for Jiaming to return from his Hospital Visit.

I'm always in love with the blue sky.

Johannes suggested that we dinner at Superdog, as we never tried before. & ...

I forgot what's mine called, some chicky stuff.



&I injured my toe when trying to kick that turtle, retribution -.-


One of them go type this at the Shop Finder Service, hmphh :/

I repeat, I'm not ! D:D:


I shall end this entry with something random, yet funny (to me) [:

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Devil laughters.

Hello, my cable isn't working right now. :/
Can't upload the pictures, I promise I'll blog tomorrow no matter what [:
If I don't, then means my laptop really broke down, *which is no way*.

For now, I need some time for myself to rant over here.
It'll be a long one, sorry; need not read it.
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I'm having this devastated feeling, as if I'm in an abadoned world. I feel that everybody I know are angry with me right now. (Which is fairly true I guess)':) Yes I admit, I'm irresponsible for my irregular attendance of Cca and didn't really help much (or never helped at all I don't know) in the Camp Proposal. I'm sorry. &Also, being so extra; affecting others feelings during outings.

Ohwell, there's really something I wanted to say, I don't want to create misunderstandings. - I'm sorry for running away during part of the outing, partly because I was moodswinging at that time (no idea why). &then I seems to be absorbing everything my friend said; that you people doesn't really treats me as a friend, happily arcading while I'm in the dark corners of life. I so wanted to return back & apologise, but he gave me the devil laughters and words of "See, they're even happier without you sticking around with them, you better go home." - Thats why I've been running away and going back and running away. (&It's not like I'm saying bad things about my friend, I just need you people to know the truth, I don't want to get unwanted remarks and stuffs, that's all.`)

&To Someone: I didn't meant to slip that promise out of my mind too, (...)
p/s} I'm truly sorry, for everything. D: -
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Loads of things happened this week, I'm already getting afraid to know what'll happen the next few weeks of holidays. (Maybe even after holidays.) I really don't know whose there when I need one. It seems like everytime the ones whom you don't want them to be there are there, but the ones whom you seriously want them to be there aren't there. I prefer to love than be loved, honestly. (Tho sometimes not really') I hate the imperfections. (Who doesn't?)

I'm tired, tired of being so not myself and getting to hear all those people rants while gaining empathy whereas I'm always the one trying not to show my feelings out; cause nobody cares. &I'm so tired of life that I'm finally revealing all my feelings out, happy now? Blanche's actually horrible, right?

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying,
is exactly the one making you cry?

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Getting away from here.

E-learning can be so fun & relaxing :D
Okays someone had kindly informed me that the heymath assignments is up.
The moment I log in, *stares&stone* for some time; because there's alot of them. &Then I thought to myself, (Ohno! can don't do anot ah?) Sighs, in the end I gave in and do, (chiong-ed) cause I wanted to slack earlier(:

But who knows, the system actually allows the answer to be editted. So unlike the school LMS :/ &then I just heck and anyhow click till everything fullmarks! :D I know that's a cheat lahr, but other people also can mah ;x Hahahas so fun, plus it's all 2hours plus work lor, so this is also a good shortcut for students [: (Yesyes I know, its bad for me that my brain won't be back from its vacation when school reopens. But heck xD)
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Tomorrow's: Bowling @Marina Bay`
Stay tune♥

Yes, I won't think much about it.
Afterall I still know what'll happen in the end.
I'll be alright.

What's in your mind.

Creativity all over the world.
Credits: Chainmail from a few people' :D
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Ready to quit?








I like this one.








Uh-oh.


Let go of me! :E




I especially love this one!







I didn't managed to finish the Miscellaneou Exercises.
They're like, so brain-wrecking uh. (Or rather my brain's on leave in the holidays.)
Okay uh I'm off now, may be blogging again later.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

That's never gonna happen.


I'm like a prisoner being locked up at home, nothing to do D:
Okay lahr not locked up, is have the key yet still don't want to go out alone.` I have this sudden urge to go to the beach, but don't feel like getting tanned also :/ Then somemore it's like, I want to go out but have no idea where to go, why oh why, why is this secure country I'm living in is so small?! ): I also don't know why uh, why must Goverment build the stupid integrated resort instead of a visitor-friendly Disneyland♥? (It's possible, isn't it? Attract foreigners too!)

This is one reason I love blogging♥
If there's nothing for me to do tomorrow:
  • Do the entire Miscellaneous Exercise 2 and 3. (Add.Maths♥)
  • Essays from Assessments.
  • Go park and play (So, weird.)
  • Try to get an accident(?)
  • Been thinking a lot, tried to forget. But no matter what, I also couldn't escape from that fear everyday. The feeling is there, but the feeling is not. (I know it totally makes no sense -.- But there's another meaning to it anyway') &I don't know why, my heart's been aching since then, I hate the pain. I really don't know where to turn to. Feel like crying it all out-

    Ohyeah, I'm having slight fever.
    .p/s} I seriously detests stalkers, as well as sweetalk(er)s please.

    The stars are fading away.

    Okays, thanks to the time manager I've enough time to uh.
    Change to some weird blogskin' :/ Heh, I don't really like it but, no choice I'm too lazy to you know, re-edit everything :D

    Submitted my previous blogskin, which I personally think it's nicer uh. [:
    Rate/Download/Favourite it -> Click blend-ed.notes♥
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    The school LMS System simply "rocks" big time can, told us to log in to do the assignments ever since last month, till now also haven't upload yet. Tmd, now I free luh :/ I just wanted all my holiday assignments done before I go for my vacation, then followed by working. Now the school system's like so slowww one D: Grr!

    I hope I get knocked down by a lorry soon :D

    Sometimes I love you,
    Sometimes I don't. Yet still,
    -My heart's been aching for certain reasons.

    Monday, May 26, 2008

    Tell me the reason.

    Street Festival 2008♥


    Right outside Sunshine Plaza; Miss. Chin & Mr. Jo /gg.


    Saw this cute lil' boy playing with bubbles :D


    After we had our lunch @Bugis Junction's Yoshinoya, decided to hike up to Suntec.
    On the way there ..

    I wonder how is it like up there.


    Don't cha` think he's cute?




    @The Fountain of Wealth♥



    Fries with multiple choice of sauces [:

    Seriously uh, I don't really know how to blog with pictures lol. Either my post's full of pictures or full of words, so now after I uploaded the pictures; I'm not really sure what to say :O Okay hmms, we ran alot (or I ran more -.-') then got pissed (not really true) then behaved like a bunch of kids :/ *Ahems! Etc lor. Trained back to Amk then went to the Pasar Malam walk a few rounds then home(:

    p/s} Body aching now!
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    Turned in rather early last night, @around 12? But wasn't able to sleep till 4am. -.- Had some weird thoughts, so flipped & rolled on the bed till 4am uh :/ So didn't managed to get out of bed this morning for the Remedial. After this post, I'll go study again; cause I think I've missed alot D: &Then after that, need packed up for the trip etc. Maybe/maybe won't submit any blogskins till I'm back, see whether I got time or not. (Tho I really want to submit -.-')

    !Warning: Jingkai is a crazyaye madman/something wrong one. :X

    Sunday, May 25, 2008

    Let nature takes its course.

    Sorry for not updating! ♥
    Just returned home not long ago xD

    Dang, still need wake up early tomorrow for the Add. Maths' Remedial D: I better head to the library after the remedial, shall I? Roarr I'm really very tired now, 5blisters on both my feet! D: So I think I'll blog everything in the evening, with random pictures(:
    There's like so many stupid things for tomorrow :/
  • Pack up for my Thai Vacation♥
  • Add.Maths` homework tmr' (Sure have one D:)
  • Change blogskin/Submit this fugly skin -.-
  • Go meet that idiot.
  • Etc. (Alot!)
  • -- Okays, time to go to bed now.
    p/s} Help me click on my advertisment(s)!

    Saturday, May 24, 2008

    If only time could rewind.


    He said, "No, I prefer ____." Hahaha'! :D
    Oh, &there's some people whom I want to apologise to, sincerely [: Was really depressed last night; then anyhow rant @their msn conv'. Sorrysorry! They must have thought I'm mentally retarded because I'm behaving so cheerful right now -.- (Lol, split personality')

    Woot! xD Guess what? I've completed every one of my Holiday Assignments! (Cheers!) Hehs, except for the LMS ones of course, they hadn't even uploaded the assignments :/ Whywhy, why the system so slow one? I want get everything done first then enjoy D: Taste the bitter than the sweet.-

    [Edit] While I was cleaning up my room, found a few of my old diaries. (See, I do keep my life updated everytime, even as a child.) Some pages were blank, or only with a few sentences, some were so full with untidy handwritings that I don't even know how to read. But still read through almost every pages, and eventually laughed at how naive & childish I've been. So many little things, so many of them. &I believed that one day I'll laugh at my recent entries too. How nice ;D Ohwells, I miss childhood♥ [/Editted]
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    Gah, nothing to blog about today uh.` Boring!
    Hmm, I'm heading down to Suntec for Cosplay show tomorrow, wonder if anyone out there will be going too? (: It's gonna be great ;D

    Why must I wear a different mask wherever I go?

    Friday, May 23, 2008

    The time isn't right, it'll never be.

    It's very depressing, really.
    Knowing that you got a class position of 1/41 last year, then suddenly deranked till 3/43. Wouldn't you be dishearten too? :/ I know, most people will say "It's very good already what, why your expectation so high? I got rank so&so worst than you lor." Yes, that's because you people never really experienced this feeling before, right? &I had expected at least a 2nd position; yet everything turns out so differently. I feel intensely dumb now actually): Cried my heart out for a few times, it doesn't work. Screw this -.-

    I swear I'm not going out after holidays, &I mean it.
    Maybe it's afterall, a right decision not going to Express. )':
    Combined marks/grades got pulled down by my CA damn'it.`
    Total: 422.1/600, Percentage: 70.4% (Deproved)
    EMB3 Aggregate - 11, L1B2 Aggregate - 5

    Remarks: She's a pleasant and conscientious student with excellent manners. She is always cooperative and attentive which makes it a pleasure to have her in class.
    Ohyeah, Happy Birthday Johannes :D

    They don't understand, though all these have been contradicting.
    Perhaps you're right for once, maybe it's just me.

    Thursday, May 22, 2008

    The world doesn't revolve around you.

    "Sometimes love is for a moment, sometimes love is for a lifetime. "
    "Sometimes a moment is a lifetime." ...

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    I've finally gotten all my results back, here :D
    English' )':
    Paper 1 - 40/60
    Paper 2 - 53/80
    Overall Percentage - 66%

    Chinese' (Miracle!)
    Papers still with Cher'
    Overall Percentage - 63%

    O' lvl EMaths' (Not satisfied)
    Paper 1 - 55/80
    Paper 2 - 75/100
    Overall Percentage - 72%

    N' lvl EMaths' (:D)
    Paper 1 - 75/80
    Paper 2 - 47/60
    Overall Percentage - 91%

    N'lvl Add.Maths' )':
    Paper 1 - 49/70
    Overall Percentage - 70%

    Combined Science' (:D)
    Chemistry - 42/50
    Physics - 41/50
    Overall Percentage - 83%

    Combined Humanities' (Sighs`)
    Social Studies - 18/30
    History - 27/30
    Overall Percentage - 75%
    Those highlighted ones are a bunch of disappointments. Though I got at least a top 5 in every subjects except Chinese (Top 10), I'm still quite devastated :/ -That woman's not happy already (...) Ohwells, sad to say, my Social Studies & A'Maths had deproved. Other subjects were okay, at least to me they is. [: Because, if you're good, you won't always be; there'll still be people better than you.

    I'll just let you say whatever you want.

    Wednesday, May 21, 2008

    When you turn those tears to smiles.


    I lead an extremely boring life): Didn't attend school today, unable to get out of bed due to tiredness. Didn't slept well last night, bad dreams. &The weather nowadays are super hot! D:

    Woke up during other people's recess time, studied a little on Binomial Theorem; the Chapter which Mrs. Seck wanted to teach today. (See, lessons as per normal) Wasn't able to understand the concept, only a bit :/ Sometimes I may wish to have tuitions, sometimes I'm happy to know that I don't have any. Grr, &now is one of the times I wish to have one tutor to teach me the basics. Holidays still need go back for remedials- (But most likely I'm not going') &Stupid God'bro took my keys away leaving me home alone. Now I can't even go out cause I don't have any keys to lock the damn door -.- Regretted not going school, boring-boring-day. ]x

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    Oh as you can see, changed blogskin.`
    Very simple one. Bye [:

    Tuesday, May 20, 2008

    It makes no sense at all.

    Stupid blogger. D:
    I typed my post till very long then published, then got error -.-

    I don't want blog already lahs T.T

    [Edit]
    Fine, I'm gonna retype it all over again :/

    Yesterday♥
    Woke up @8am, prepared & out with God'brother &mom. (: From Orchard hike upupup to some hidden places in Somerset, did some boringgg stuffs and etc. Then from Somerset hiked downdowndown to Orchard again, had my favourite desserts at a small cafe, slacked and wasted some time strolling to Plaza Sing' Shopped around and left at around 2.40pm in order to make it in time to meet Jo & Jiaming @Braddel. Skipskip(s).

    Wasted about 1/2 an hour getting lost. Called up the guy and he asked us to wait for a red truck to arrive, (Scary uhs, the red truck doesn't have any Walls Icecream Logo on it. As not-a-grown-up ourselves thought that it was some kidnap cases. :/) Gathered all our guts to meet the fellow, he looks more like a fishmonger actually :O Starting work on this Saturday; that'll be a trial for me because it's only 30% commission and I don't think it's worth the time, (I rather sleep/go out/) So if the pay is low then I'll quit straightaway. :D

    Went for another interview as Operator in the evening, as a first-timer like me I was scared to death, not. Then it turns out okay tho' my pay's 50cent lower than Jo -.- But who cares I'm gonna work 1hour more than him :D Yups, hopefully I'll be employed soon. I'm gonna work everyday(:
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    Today♥


    (Free Souvenir given to us by the Marketing Director)

    Students who took Digital Animation as their Elective Module (me) have got the privilege to visit the Company of Electronic Arts (EA Games) @Centennial Tower; (I want to work there! The environment/scenery/everything are superb can! But you'll need at least a degree to get inside, :O I'm full of envious already') Then there's this Canadian Producer came to give me a High 5, he was really very cool xD

    Lol, meaningful trip. We get to play the game of FIFA Online that hadn't been lauched in Singapore yet, (Was sabo-ed by some people &as the only girl there I have no idea what's happening') Had short lectures to get know more about how they create their games♥
    [/Editted]

    I rather you leave me alone than being so protective. Much to your concern I seriously feel way much better when you're not around. Sometimes it's better to be just friends, as first of all I didn't even say anything about liking or not liking. So I'd really appreciate you to be normal, or simply leave me alone. [:

    Monday, May 19, 2008

    Never would have.

    Yay there's school tomorrow :D:D:D
    I miss schoolinggg, for now. Because I still yet to know my English & Physics Results.
    As I can blog it up once I get it [:
    Had fun today, (I think so?)
    Will update about it tomorrow, as I'm really very tired to do so now.
    Yay, there's school tomorrow :D
    I'm over it, over all th' naggings you gave me.
    As long as I know I've did my best. --

    Sunday, May 18, 2008

    Click(s) for a change :D

    Heys readers♥ !
    Whoever you are, thanks for visiting my blog :D
    &There's this very small-small favour I hope you people can help! (Which I gurantee you sure can!) See the nuffnang advertisment @the right corner of my blog? [: The favour is by helping me CLICK IT xD

    Nothing more than that, but after you click it; you may want to browse around the website, because it's really very informative(?) --♥

    Ohyeahs one more thing, I've submitted a blogskin a moment ago. [:
    Here's the link; blend-ednotes♥
    Hinthint* It's supersuper girly okay! I don't know what's up with me creating girly skins. :O Because it's easier to edit? Lols, hahas spent hours editting it [:

    Thanks, xoxo♥

    Still an obsession.

    Saturday Out :D
    (Shitshitshit, I think I'm having short-term memory lost) Okayokay. Errr, woke up @9.45pm by someone, been calling&calling Jo to wake him up, but his phone was off :/ So, he was late (again). D: Tsk, he don't know there's a great invention called the Alarm Clock.`

    So as I thought I'm training there alone, coincidentally saw that turtle; so trained down to Dhouby Ghout' & waited for the rest for a-very-long-time :/ (Seesee, I'm alwayyyys punctual+early!) Skipskips. Waited for them for god-knows-how-long & trained down to Harbour Front. Amelia & Regin has been playing hide&seek with us for er, loads of times? Yet we failed to find them x[ (Typical Saturday with teenagers running round VivoCity.)

    Only played hide&seek with them for one time lahs, &it's tiring running up and down; but fun anyway(: But then that Jiaming managed to 'threaten' me out by a sms -.- Stupidstupid lol. A few of us wanted to go Sentosa, but in the end didn't, as majority wins. Next we went up to arcade for a few plays, (I didn't play uh, they did :D) I was slacking/resting @ one of the spoilt machines, refer to picture above. *The metal thingy I was holding came off.

    &The children all went hunrgy for food/water): So went down to find for food, dang I can't find any shockgums from CandyEmpire :/ I used to have a lot of them, gahh D: Ohoh, &after buying some food from er, some Korean Eatery whatever, went to fool around; above's a picture of Jo holding onto his street sausage stick on that kiddy machine! &Heyy that's not me okay, it's not me :X (Okay finefine it's me, I was too fat to fit inside D:)

    Regin & Kenneth went back home @ around 5pm & the rest of us trained down to Bugis for the arcade, first we strolled to Sunshine Plaza; note that our legs were already breaking after the long day* &Hor see that Icecream below? It was half melting away & I don't know what to do so I passed it back to Amelia' but she dropped it LOL. &We don't know why we screamed because it dropped. Zzz then nearly make someone go deaf :O

    At the arcade, played a few rounds of Outrun and then the boys went super crazy! They were playing with some don't-know-call-what machine & while waiting for the dice to drop down; they keep shouting "PUSH, PUSH!" like man labour like that LOL. Then the next thing we know was a few uncles/aunties turning their heads looking @ us. Lmao. So yeahs these are the dices they won :D

    &When it's time for Amelia to go home for her 'curfew', we all go with her [: Thenthen while on the train hor, there's this little indian kid (4-5year old?) keep staring at us & laughing as if we're some entertainers, cause the boys were like behaving like his age xD

    Slacked @Mac' for awhile &then went home, saw Vanessa & Lorraine on the way home, I guess they had a great time at the 3F/3G's outing :D Didn't spend a single cent yesterday! [: Somemore there's something I want to say: That little indian kid's father was a pervert! I was sitting down & talking to the others & when I looked up I saw his eyes on my (...) you know -.- Walao, I feel so mad & [fill in the blanks] now lahr. Idiotic pervert D:
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    Alrights there's some unhappiness for me during this outing; I hope you all know what I want kay, I want freedom to do something, so please let me do whatever I want next time kay. Not as if I'll break the law right -.-

    Friday, May 16, 2008

    Cause I felt this deep connection.

    I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout.
    [:

    Average day. Was informed that we're one of the group out of the 3 who have to showcase our presentation today. The other 2 group were Loic & Linjie's. &My group has got like only 3people including me :/ Did all the anti-stage fright exercises (kiddin'), wrecked my brain while thinking on what to say. But turns out that we don't have to talk much, -.-

    The cat-walk from the Fashion Design' Module was the most entertaining [: Followed by I don't-know-what, but I'm so gonna take up the Web Designing Course next year :D Sheesh, I hope I could get in. &I misses animation-making a-lot a-lot! Lol!
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    Planned to sleep for this entire afternoon, ended up searching images for blogskins, teaching someone maths (dang), and spent a few hours staring into empty spaces. Read a few books, etc. It'd be a miracle if my degree didn't rise up. I want a new pair of spectacles(:

    Okay that's about it, adios.

    Thursday, May 15, 2008

    No more tears to cry.

    Completed Project One (Cut-out Animation) &currently working on Project Two (Sand Animation) I like the sand animation, much more easier/convenient than the Cut-out animation. We've really learnt alot through this course you know; like the cartoons you normally watch on TV isn't as easy generated as you think, they're not completely computer-made,` my group took 1hour plus to produce a 14seconds short animation on How Chicken Lay Eggs. (Lmao to the core') Whee, I love this module♥
    I need inspiration for blogskinning. D:

    Yes, I've decided to go back to blogskins; but there don't seems to be any idea for me. I don't want to make plain skins :/ Neither can I create complicated ones. So it's like, lol -.- Just pour me some ideas into my tagboard alrights? (:
    But some peoples are/were really very slack can. You think your ideas will always be the best? We've wasted so much time because of you, you don't even give a damn about other people's idea, &in the end I was the one who have to fix those effing errors you caused. While you could happily go on with your doggie's life. I've been tolerating because I want the certificate, blame my luck for having so little girls inside this module. Grr, damn you.
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    I've not been myself nowadays, usually I'd just try to laugh it off/ignore whenever anyone criticises me, but these few days I kept getting pissed whenever anyone said something I don't like. I just don't know why. &As I'm typing this, a tingling of freezing remorse is washing inside my body. ): Sorry guys; I'll be avoiding.

    Wednesday, May 14, 2008

    & the time passes every single second.


    There's nothing left to say, but goodbye. --

    People's been asking me "What's wrong?", but how could I answer that when nothing to me seems right at all? Life more or less have changed, it isn't fair anymore. Or would I say that it has never been fair before? They say my results are good; &I think so too, but they don't know how furious someone feels about it. Some say I hold super high expectations for myself, but they never did consider why is that so. They'll never understand, nobody will (...)

    I'm sorry to those whom I've offended. -
    Life was perfect, was.

    I hate typing emoshit. But I seriously feel better after typing it, so yeah. [:
    The Animation Course was really fun okay ;D Though I had lost a little patience towards .. uh, them, but eventually got over it as they helped with some ideas. Which turns out xD We actually produced the first part of the animation with the idea of an ordinary chicken laying eggs :X ! Hahahs &will probably add Chicken Little inside tomorrow.

    Bused & trained down to Chinatown to collect my Anti-biotics for rashes. &While on my way there, there was this woman who aged around 30plus & whom I expect had suffered from 'down syndrome' kept on grinning and having her eyes on me throughout the journey, (She alighted @City Hall whereas I luckily alighted at Raffle's Place; I won't want to alight the same stop as her -.-'), I'm not joking! &She even gave me a thumbs-up after the door closed. It's pretty much scary okay, having to know someone staring at you for so long. Eww, *shivers shivers* D:

    &I also saw this little girl aged around 4year old who has already had her boobs developed, (I'm not trying to be sick okay, but it's true :O) It's like, oversized for her age? Weird day, or perhaps my eyes were simply playing a trick on me; were they? Lol.

    p/s} I couldn't move away as the train was quite crowded, somemore the surroundings were either senior citizens or indians. Grr, that woman really freaked me out -.-
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    Ohyeahohyeah, how come I can see a certain number of people viewing my blog, yet only a few of you people tag -.- I know who's viewing okay! Sadsadsad lol, I'm longing to see weird tags, that'll be fun x] But still, it's okay :/

    Elephant & bananas ;D

    There's this lamish joke which I wanted to share :D

    An elephant has 5bananas and it is hungry, but yet it does not eat it. Why?
    - Because the bananas are made of plastic.

    The 5bananas are real, but yet the elephant does not eat it. Why?
    - Because the elephant is made of plastic.

    Both the elephant & bananas are real, but yet it cannot eat it. Why?
    - Because the bananas are in the TV.

    Both the elephant & the bananas are real and in the TV, but yet it cannot eat it. Why?
    - Because they are in the different channels.

    Both the elephant & bananas are real and in the TV & on the same channel, but yet it still cannot eat it. Why?
    - Because the TV is off.

    --
    Now the elephant finally eats the bananas. Why?
    - Because the elephant is hungry.

    Tuesday, May 13, 2008

    In a sorrowful space.

    [Continued from previous entry/]
    When the boy grew up, he lost his temper again. He punched another guy who had snatched his girlfriend. The brawl ended up in court, and the boy was charged for attacking the guy. He was sentenced to two years in prison. The day before the boy went to jail, he walked pass his Primary School. He saw a young girl standing at the gates of the school, her hands pinching her ears.

    He went towards the girl and whispered, "You will not be young forever."
    That freaked the girl out. -- ♥

    Having cold war with mom, she's unhappy about my results. :/
    &My English has deproved, though I suppose I'm one of the top 5. Sighs, &I don't know the overall because they haven't mark our Essays yet. Similarly, I'm utterly disappointed on my Additional Maths result, I had thought I'd get around A1, but turns out A2 D: Till then I realised that I've been so silly; (see wrong questions)` However, Chemistry was good news, but it ain't when I found out that someone else has actually gotten higher/highest, leaving me getting the second position instead. Dang. Now I'm feeling real lousy):

    p/s} Will update on my results once I receive all of 'em back. :D
    --

    I had dreaded the Elective Module course, thinking that it sucks. But it had proved me all wrong because I've been 'elect-ed' into the course Animation; most of the Amaths students are here, plus it was really fun (slacking). xD &The venue for this course is the Computer Lab' ; so I can like use the school comp' from today onwards till the course end on Friday(: Had lectures for the first 2/3 of the course, followed by completing a Storyboard per group' (have to create a storyboard before every animation[:)

    Dismissed @around 2.15pm (this applies till fri.) Stayed back to wait for our dear Chemistry Results kidnapped by Mr. Lim, &he was late for 5mins. Etc homed-

    Monday, May 12, 2008

    Acres of faded memories.



    The man walks, and then stops at the entrance of the school. A boy is standing near the gates, his fingers pinching his ears. When the boy sees the man, he lowers his eyebrows and glares at the man. The man wants to smile at the boy. He wishes to be the boy. Just a few days ago, he had been sued by a stranger in a pub. He had punched the stranger in the face when the stranger teased about his weird dressing. The man was sentenced to a year in jail.

    The man says nothing. If only he is the boy. Then he can do anything that he likes without a tingle of worry. The school and law will protect the underage.

    The boy wants to smile at the man. He wishes to be the man. A few hours ago, the boy had punched a friend in the nose. The friend’s nose bleed and the boy were asked to stand near the gates for two hours as punishment. The boy frowns. If only he is the man. Then he can do anything he likes without any teacher’s intervention.

    The man walks off, shaking his head. Freedom comes with a price, he thinks.
    The boy bows his head. He will do anything for freedom. -- ♥

    (Extracted from the book "You Are Here")

    Post Exams Activities were actually quite relaxing; I had thought it's some games or stuffs like that. But apparently it's just a movie-screening; the school had letted us (Sec1-3s) pick some old movies to enjoy in the comfortable air-conditioned hall :D Watched Step'up till recess time.` &I'm sososo dreading the Elective Module tomorrow, because I'd either be in the Electrical course or the .. whatever robotic course(?) It probably requires practical + theory in order to get the certificate. Not looking forward to it, blame my stupid school which doesn't allow phones, if not can post some interesting pictures up D:

    Gotten back O'lvl Emaths Paper1 & 2 results, though I was happy for my Paper 2, wasn't satisfied by Paper1. Therefore my overall maths percentage turns out bullshit. If only I read&checked my Paper1 carefully .. I won't have misunderstood some of the questions, tmd :/ Consequently I didn't topped for it, Guizhi has outbeat-en me by 1pathetic mark. &I'm blaming myself for being so careless. Grr. D: