I'm happy, for all you know :D

As promised, updated !

Tired, after the long day of studying! But 'm Happy :D

I want(ed) you to see me through it all.

I love th' clouds.
I love those patterns the clouds have formed.
I love the sky so much♥

Nature's the best entertainment of all. --

(Say no to emo`)

Flag Day has been so successful. ;D

The Groups have been re-arranged, but I still ended up partnering Ziyan alone, as Jeanette was too ill to come. She's been a great helper okay! (Thankyou!) &According to plan; Chiong-ed to Toa Payoh (the town of Good Peoples) &that Xiong came and followed us around, hahas great companion ` thanks to your generous donations (: Asked around outside my Kindergarten School (Methodist Church) &then off we go to Novena.`

United Square; (hothothot weather!) Ziyan's tutor didn't donate to us like we thought she will. Well sad case, but despite being soso exhausted walking around. Headed to Velocity there to ask, big business. Lol, &after that had Spicy Cheese @Donut Factory, thanks Xiong for th'treat ;D He's damn kind lahr, hahas and etc. After that, trained down to Bishan &he left for his work too.` Hmms and thanks to some generous peoples uh, three at a row so cool♥ If not for them, I doubt my flags would even worth $30. Yay happy, but I think I have to go down & help them with their donations next time round. N'mind shareshare! [: -- &then, skip some parts, returned our Corp tins and end :D

I realised I hasn't been very active in blogging nowadays, compared to last time.

Awh feel so guilty about it, 'cause I'm getting lazier!

Note to self: I must blog tomorrow! &The day after, everyday! ♥

Over a million question's flashing through my mind.

- SPCA@ Mount Vernont♥
(Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals)

It's been such a long time since I last visited there! Missed the place so very much :/ I still remembered how I always make a trip there every Tuesday after school a few years ago.

Things had really changed a lot, but the environment didn't.
I really do hope there'll be another shelter to be build up soon. [:

&I realised I could actually communicate with animals, (okay fine, not entirely true') but I love them ♥ Was pissed off the whole day because of something stupid today; but felt so great after the free time with them. There's this black adult cat who seems to gets my attention, his/her name's like uh, Sasha or Toby? Forgotten, as there was quite a handful of black cats around. &This Husky named Astrid, with awesome barkings. ;D Shall pay another visit soon.`

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Flag Day tomorrow.

Will be going to a number of places. Hope that the donors would be extra generous. (:

Eh, I don't think I'm mentally prepared :X

Be buried alive' those commotions.

Gastric, been feeling this pain for eternity. D:

Guess I won't survive till tomorrow, everything just sucked. I need a letter for tomorrow's PE. Argh damn it. Feel like puking. &Never expect my painkillers to finish so soon, I'm dying already.

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Have been thinking hard on the names I'm gonna`change to, as we'll be getting our Identity Cards this year. So I've decided, after hours&hours of looking through th'webpages. Zéphyrin♥ will be my middle name. &Probably extracting out my chinese name. -I just hope everything turns out okay, if it ever fails, then I'm going to regret to death. No it mustn't fail ;D

15mins later;
Right, I knew it. Puked, I'm officially sick.
Not in the mood to do anything, may not be going tomorrow.
Bye. :/

Suppressed by thy' childish fears.

Everybody got something they have to live without-

Gosh, my mind's completely blankout for now. I hope I'm normal, been forgetting things easily nowadays, my friends, stuffs and even my own name! (I'm not joking). &Sighs, there'll be Additional Mathematics/History Quiz/Whatsoever test tomorrow` and I forgotten to bring home my textbooks! I'll flunk for both, hopefully not. :/

School was as per normal. No assembly and Mrs. Koh did some briefing about the trip to Vietnam & Agent Orange etc. I'm quite interested and to my surprised my mom actually agreed to it, however there's only like 5available seats for us & it's almost like the whole class saying they wants to join also. &Similarly there'll be a trip to Kuala Lumpur(sp?) and Bangkok plus Ncoc(I think) this June holiday for me too. What am I supposed to do :O? *Confused*

-- I never found the right words to say {♥}

Right, I guess I'm sick. Head's spinning round and round.

It's because of the rain+(drenched), but it's okay(:

Those who loves the sunshine had never danced in the rain.

The girl with her mouth taped shut.

For you have noticed, I finally let go of my laziness and actually went back to play with the codings, (just that it turns out to be editted from someone else basecodes`) But I'll try to make a nicer one with my own basecodes next time round. Am satisfied anyway(:

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For the Whole of Yesterday♥

Competition held @SAC (St Anthony's Cannosian) The school's like a barbie doll palace can, only it's painted with some dull colours rather than pink. I love the Sandwich/Fast Food Vending Machine at the Corridor there, I wonder why our school doesn't has it :/

Brief Summary of Everything:

Lost, ended up being a runner for Jianlin's Sir.

Waited/slacked @CSI Room for a few hours.

&Then became a Spectator for the Intermediate First Aid Case.

Did touch up for Casualties Make-up, Act-ed, Help-ed.

Announcement of Results;

Though we didn't win, we know we did our best. [:

After that, bused and trained home with Jingyan, Yongsiang & Randy, along with the huge First Aid box. Home` Skips, supper @7Eleven with that Mojojo Chicken Pie. And the tiring day was ended off with a sweet and sound sleep' ^^

I'm craving for a fly in the air, alone! ;D

Who doesn't? &Plus I did flown in the air before, (Not as in airplanes or whatever,) but I actually did flown out from a swing! That was, after my PSLE has ended and some of us just went over to the park right next to my block there. &I was swinging and swinging, lost my grip and *whoosh* off I go, I flown for like 3Seconds and dropped to the sandy path ;D

It do sounds scary, but I pretty much enjoyed it though. Too bad my legs are well, abit too long to be high up in the air swinging on the swing anymore. Bahs it's good to be a kid yeah.

Heh random-ness♥

If there's a past, there'll be a future.

Adam Khoo's Learning Technology.

LIVE! OPERATION. (We Have Rewritten The Rules♥)

Back from Camp! This is the first time ever I'm missing camp so much alright! It has been the most fun, meaningful, enjoyable & probably the best camp I'll ever have in life.♥ Our class have been so united, as we cheered like everywhere we go. :D So proud of all of us.`

Five Principles of Special Forces We're must Follow.

There is no Failure, Only Learning Experiences.

Choices have consequences.

Think Smart, Act Fast.

One for all, All for one.

If I can't, then I must, there is Always a Way.

& Also some rules, to build up more positive attitude; including not saying the word "Try" & "I don't know." during the camp, or rather, outside the camp. Instead we shall say "Do my best" & "I'll find out." [:

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Our campsite is located at Jalan Lekar (Chua Chu Kang). &I had been dreading for the activities at first, but it all turns out great! We first went through the so-called tough Basic Military Training, with determined paces. As the Journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step. Our whole class was actually the only class who jumps into the Muddy River.

(Except for a few who have personal/sensitive reasons.)

We've been taught loads of meaningful things. & 2nd day morning we did 1400 of Success Claps! It's not as easy not you think y'know. But we succeed it in anyway :D The food was great, (though the rice's a little dry, but it doesn't matters`) We're required to take only 3mins to bathe, 2 person/cubicle. But there's more to come actually. Physical training was also mental training; as it requires our endurance. CO Night has been very cool, the perfomance, this & thats. Everything has been so meaningful and unforgettable. & Come to think of it, I guess I'm missing it a lot. However, the memories will always stay in ourselves. I guess I've also absorbed in what they say as if you tell yourself you can do something, no matter whatever that stops you, you still can do it. It's yourself & nothing else that keeps you going ♥

&Mayflower have successfully broke the record with 2300 Sucess Claps!

For more, http://liveatmayflower.wordpress.com/ :D

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& I think I saw an UFO on the 2nd night after CO Night, it sounds rather ridiculous, but I'm not kidding. But it's round in shape, with blinking red light and a shone of green light for a moment. & Doesn't flies like any normal airplanes or helicopter/what so ever. It flies Sideway Up, not straight nor up. As in, very smooth turns. Expectedly, it has no fixed destination, believe it or not; that object just simply glides around the sky for quite a long time round and round.

We've changed to the better-

Nostalgia-

Last day of Holiday- I still remembered how high I was the last day of School. :/ &I hope I've really completed all the work assigned to us, (Which, excluding those in Lms, because I swear I have problems opening/understanding them.) Well, tomorrow would be just another day.` &We'll have our Level Camps from Tuesday, and it'll be another new week again. (:

Planned to study/revise/make notes for at least 6whole hours today, but turns out I don't really have the mood to do so, so just slack around for the last 2hours :/ Removed nail polish, (I don't feel like cutting my nails luhr, whatever]:) &Prepared for everything tomorrow and the day after.

Everything's gonna be just fine, I hope`-

My mood has been veryvery down these days, cried and usual stuffs. (You may wonder, why am I always like that? Yes, I also wants to know why. If only someone could tell me. Sighs`) Well, I admit this whole episode's my fault, I can't push the blame on anyone, but do you think I asked for this type of ending? I didn't. One simple regret from yesterday will make it seems to grow with time.

If only someone, or something could bring me back to th'past ..

Guess I was wrong.

♥

Wednesday: Rot(s) @Home/Babysitter.

Thursday: Out to Airport/TM.

Friday: Studied, Chemistry from 12pm till 8.30pm.

Saturday/Today: Town Areas, :D

Tomorrow: Must mug Physics. (At least 6hours.)

Random Pictures for the Past few days in Brief :D

Nobody cares, not even you.

Nobody's trustable. D:

Nothing else's matters.

Generous Idealist

Th'Personality Test/Dna defines me as a Generous Idealist♥

Shall extract some out, (Cause it's really quite long.)

You are an idealist.

- You are quite comfortable in the realm of abstract thought. You don't need a practical solution to every one of life's questions.

- You are comfortable with the decisions you make in life. You don't need to second-guess yourself, or seek a lot of opinions before you make up your mind.

- You generally succeed at what you do, and others would describe you as successful.

- You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.

- You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.

You are Generous.

- You value time to yourself and understand how rich your private world can be—you know that you don't have to go wild to have a good time.

- Being as aware of others as you are doesn't mean you find it easy to trust them immediately—this is something that happens more slowly for you.

- Despite this, you are aware of the complexities of many situations and are reluctant to pass judgments on others.

- Although you have fewer friendships than some people, those that you have are meaningful and are important to you.

- You value spending time alone—it is while reflecting on the world around you that you often learn something new about yourself or begin to understand something that's been bothering you.

I love being alone,

that's the most truthful point th'test says about me♥

Don't take my heartstring away.

You keep me from falling apart♥

Just reached home not long ago` - Exhausted but I'm still kinda high! :D I'm like crapping to everyone who talks to me right now! Know why? Because I finally got a new hairstyle! Yay Happy! :D (.P/s} I seldom moodswing these days right? ^^! )

However! There's one thing I'm really unhappy about, I've been such a careless girl this year, meaning I kept on been losing things, forgetting things, &Worst point is being clumsy -> Keep falling down/scratches/blahs leading to several injuries! Ohmygod D: &Just so you know, I slipped at the stairs today, 'kiapped' my finger in a cupboard. &One stupid one; some idiots accidentally stepped onto my slipper & I slipped and fell again. *Cries out loud* Unlucky day for me indeed.

Notes to Self:

Change Plan(s).

Must Complete all Revisions.

E/Maths+Chemistry Notes to be made.

Family Video-Making -.-

(For tomorrow.)

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Went to watch 10,000B.C. (They kept calling it 10,000 Pussy, lmao') Found my Myuk Handphone Pouch, going there on some other days. (: Craving for a wallet also, too bad mom doesn't allow me to buy. Well that's uh .. sad :/

Nothing else, lazy to elaborate further♥

It's what makes you smile when you're down.

Definition of Love♥

A Group of Professional people posted this question to a Group of Childrens:
“What does love mean?” The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love. Rebecca - Age 8

2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.

You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - Age 4

3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari - Age 5

4. Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries and feel happy they are eating it. Chrissy - Age 6

5. Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired. Terri - Age 4

6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip giving it to him, to make sure the taste is okay. Danny - Age 7

7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that.

They look gross when they kiss. Emily - Age 8

8. Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. Bobby - Age 7

9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate. (Love lives longer than hate, I agree.) Nikka - Age 6

10. Love is when you tell a guy his shirt is nice, he wears it everyday.

Noelle - Age 7

11. Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends,

even after they know each other so well. Tommy - Age 6

12. My mommy loves me more than anybody.

You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - Age 6

13. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford. Chris - Age 7

14. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.

Mary Ann - Age 4

15. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. Karen - Age 7

16. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn’t think it’s gross.

Mark - Age 6

17. You really shouldn’t say “I love you.” unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget. Jessica - Age 8

And the winner was a 4 year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly man who had just lost his wife. When the child saw the man cry, the little boy went over into the man’s yard and climbed on top of the man’s lap and just sat there. When the boy’s mother asked him what he’d said to the neighbor, the little boy said, “Nothing, I just helped him cry. ” (Gotten from mf.commontown.net♥)

I like No. 1, 5, 9 and 14. At least they sounded logical. [:
That's about it, nothing much :D

Is it enough to love?

I've Completed all my Holiday Homeworks :D
&Am halfway through of my Assignments+Notes♥

Things will be easy if there's passion in it. --

Visited one of my Ex-friend's blog. (Why Ex-friend? Because he has long forgotten me.) He changed a-lot though, from that innocent&decent little boy to someone I never thought he'll be.` Never expect that he actually had his best childhood friend as his greatest foe right now. &Strangers as close friends, maybe it's not his fault, but it's really saddening. Read through all of his archives, &those empathy slowly drowned me into some emotional injury :/

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Bad entry.): Nevermind I'll publish another one later-

Your presence really reminds me of someone I yearned to forget ..

Shan't bother 'bout what you say.

O'no i'm getting dumber D:

Came back to update my reminders, incase I forgot all about it.

♥

English Worksheet. (Yay!)
Chemistry Worksheet. (Yay!)
Physics Worksheet. (Yay!)

Notes & Assignments. (Important)

Get my freaking wallet.
Change plan to Student Plan.`
Have my hair cut. {♥}

Make my personal blogskin. (D:)
Pack necessary stuffs for Level Camp.
Report Slip to be signed.

Unable to accept the fact that I don't know how to do 75% of thing inside Chemistry Worksheet. - It turns out easy afterall. &Still don't understand my Alpha and Beta D: p/s.} Under study.

Memories gradually wither & fall by my side.

Hello Holiday :D
Though you're a short one, I believe you'll grow long next term♥

Ran 2.4m this morning. Yay my stamina's finally back to me. -16.22min.` Some people uh, can say very smart uh; they've got those extra rubberbands each round. (*If you know what I mean. But guilt will handle it.') &I prefer Tennis to Volleyball in school, and conversely outside.

I understand every single topic in Additional Mathematics already. Sadly, that Alpha&Beta one is an exceptional case, no matter how I mugged on it; only a few percent knowledge is gained. (Stupidstupid:x) Spent like 1 whole hour solving half of the question. How much time do you think I have? ): I'm still left with over a 100pages of Notes to be made & 1/2 of my Revisions to be done by Tuesday. Aw. D:

Received Report Book.`

Chinese improved. by 39% -Uh, I'm surprised.
Humanities improved. by 12% -No wonders.

E/Maths improved. by 20% -Yay 100% :D

A/Maths improved. by 47% -Woolalas.{♥}

Science deproved. by 1% - Sian + sad-ness.

English deproved. by 5% -Something's wrong with me.

Distinctions for E & A Mathematics & Sciences.

The manager @Lentor's Residence weren't happy with what we tried to do yesterday, as a few of us were too shy to communicate with those elderlies. :/ The 1st elderly's easy to handle luh, but we have to talk to others when his friends came to visit him. &Other elderlies weren't as sociable as him, sad so we ran out of topic to talk to that Ahma.` Well, hope that doing the cleaning would really be much more fun, (&Of course, hope that the alternative group will really entertain the elderly properly, not like us. :x)

The world after a thousand years.

Till the rain comes & wash it away. ---♥

For someone who actually topped in her Geography last year, is having difficulty handling her History Subject. But if I'm not wrong, I was also one of the Top3 for Hist' last year too.` But problem is, American/English History requires more memory space than Singaporean History. Whatever, I'm dead. D:

Other Subjects are manage-able' [:

There'll be Maths (Inequalities/don't-know-what) & Chinese (Ting Xie) tests tomorrow. Somehow very restless to study Chinese, &as for Maths I've forgotten to bring back my textbook, so can't study luhr :/ Hopefully will get fullmarks though, as the Chapter's really easy. Never gotten fullmarks before, stupid calculation mistakes):

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Speech Day Rehearsal's boring. Did nothing much except those basic 'Senang-diri, sedi-ya', sitting down, standing up, break etc. Forgot to collect back my Cca Card. Bye'♥

Backstage thrust.

Okay I've made up my mind; I shan't really bother about that dead tagboard. Since it's dead then it'd be better off if I simply remove it from my blog. &As for my blog, I won't be abadoning it anyway, so its readers choice whether to judge it dead or not. I don't care. (:

Speech Day Award-ies were called up to stay back after morning assembly.

- Does she really mean it by saying "Caring hearts" or is it true that she only wants a Good Reputation for the school? For all I know, mustn't be both at the same time. As she really stressed alot on "Having a caring heart is more important than being smart." Right, but judging by her expression it's more like she was just afraid of getting embarassed though. :/ Perhaps she should do the soulsearching instead.

- He has a good suggestion on that Red Packet point. But did he even thought of those who doesn't even use their Red Packet Money (like me.)? :/ & Those who can't even receive any red packets during Chinese New Year. There's like almost more than 3criterias he hadn't thought of before saying those to us. However, he do have a good thinking, though I'd say he doesn't really know the other side of th'world.

- Well, $58 isn't too much. But if nobody else is going to go, then we're only paying the money for eating the dinner with strangers. How sad can it eventually be.` &It's a good thing to know that they were actually hiding their main reasons for us to go, if not a complain can be filed into the MOE System? :/ Ahems*

Too bad I've already declared bankrupt though .. ):

Heard that someone else had already started doing his revisions. Life's competitive, but I do not have much time left. Mom has been asking me not to go to that camp. But is compulsory right? :/ I need more time.

Two at a time, flips¬es.

Phew. I'm finally back home :D
Just completed my set of Assignments'♥

Bye♥

I'm going to make my blog private once again. --
It's better for reading it my own than not knowing whose reading it. Right? Everything seems to be dead too anyway. So, expect this to be my last public entry. --

Rushed to th' Clinic right after School. By the time I reached out my hands to open that damn door, I was panting like a puppy. :/ Okay anyway, found out that the rash on my leg ain't rashes at all, it's some serious case of skin problem that is crucial but at the same time harmless. I don't know what it's called lahr, but that fugly skin will spread to the rest of the body, &it sort of weaken my leg muscles too. (That's why it's serious.) No wonder I've been failing my Standing Broad Jump ever since 3years ago. -.-

& Believe it or not, spent a total of $96 on that particular case. ):

Chinatown-ed with mom after that, it was pouring heavily luh.` &I came across a cat who're afraid of getting wet than me stepping on it, dashing pass my feet like a thunderbolt ._. Wow :/ &I couldn't find any nice or unique handphone pouch, probably will try Myuk then. :D

Save Money $.$

Drowing into these lil'miracles.

You told me you tried;
but I care no more for Acknowledgements.

Fun & Childish Saturday Out :D

Firstly met Johannes @around my area.` &Yay he "sold" me the bag for free :D Trained down to City Hall. Up to Raffles City, Donuts, Bubbletea, & then Amelia. We spent like 1/2 an hour to walk to Bugis on our soresore feets. Couldn't find the bags we wanted, but I spotted my Boots. Oh they're pretty awesome please :/ I want ..

Summary:

Toyr'us, Played with Trolley, Yoshinoya, Jo with his tied up hair, Giant, So called Beer whatever, The eye & those Primary School bitches, Roof top, More.

&loads &loads, ok I'm off to my nap.

Skips. Then we have to go meet Aloysius @Harbourfront. &The Mrt underground was filled with people, Jo was saying "Cuse'me Cuse'me my Sis is giving birth." and then Amelia was saying "My grandmother's dying." Lmao then there's one lady like "Omg seriously?" & I was just following behind laughing my head's off (: Metup, bought movie of "The Eye" for like only 20mins despite believing that it'll take a long time judging by the longness of the Queue.

Hey pesto, my eyes are closing.

No energy to type any further. So shall let pictures do the talking.

Next target: 10, 000 B.C

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.p/s } Aloysius wasn't in the picture, was on our way to meet him.

We're modelling. But it still turns out nice right? Well at least to me (:

Does we even looks the least bit like twinnies/sisters? Not really.

Though I deleted one that really looks the same (..)

.p/s} Lazy to snap here snap there, my apology.